Is anyone out there listening?

I wish I still believed love was more than a chemical. I wish I still believed life had meaning. Why couldn’t I have just stayed blind. Why do I question everything. It’s only made me emotionally dead.

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Foxing - Rory

but my hands shake and shudder at the mention / of half written reasons why we’ll only be friends / i swear i’m a good man / so why don’t you love me back?

I can’t seem to focus on anything important. I try and read but my internal voice talks over it. It’s been so loud lately it keeps me awake. Not just thinking of issues I’m facing but randomness, and everything that’s ever happened or could happen. I ruminate on things that don’t matter. How do I focus on the important things in life? Things I have been working so hard for. They seem so close but so far. I fear my brain just won’t let me do the things I want. Why does it do this? Can I be fixed?

(via defenitive)

3amsuggestions:

do i take up as much space in your head as you take in mine?

(via incaseofdreams)